10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1... part 2 or 3

These are some of the random thoughts that run through my head at four or five am whilst I'm still lying there after working a thirteen hour day and I'm still hyper.

Read my previous one if you want this to make sense...

PLUR,

JD.

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to 10 People Right Now

1. I'm here ready and waiting... Text me, mail me, call me whatever... No pressure.

2. Your friends are your real family. They are the ones who are always there for you. Just remember that.

3. I don't blame you. I can't.

4. I'm sorry that I snapped at you, but don't try and preach to me as it doesn't work both ways.

5. Stop complaining about everything. I'm just not interested anymore.

6. Just because I'm working all hours doesn't mean you can't send me an e-mail or a text once in a while either mate. I'm only a couple of miles away now not hours away like before.

7. I'm glad I was right.

8. They say you hurt the ones you love. You do that all too often without realising.

9. At the end of the day, it's your loss. It's your stubbornness that is stopping you from picking up the phone and calling me.

10. Actually, it's not just me that misses you.


Nine Things I Want To Do This Year:


1. Go to Edinburgh and visit my sister and my brother.

2. Try and track down my other half brother and sister.

3. Actually leave these shores for the first time in six years.

4. Take Tomma with me!!!

5. Get a laptop, rather than relying on my phone for everything.

6. Go to at least one major sporting event.

7. Get my finances into a slightly healthier position.

8. Try to reduce my body fat percentage even though I'm not too fussed about my weight. Etc, as I know everything is good because of my blood work for my epilepsy.

9. Get a girlfriend.


Eight Musical Acts That Are Big On My Radar


1. Noisia

2. Tiesto (Again - lol.)

3. Charlie Parker (For Sunday mornings)

4. Ivory

5. Maveric

6. Deadmau5

7. Tinchy Strider

8. Dizzee Rascal


Seven of my (random) favourite song lyrics...


1. Just close your eyes and dream with me, you'll hear the sound of music.

2. I like my sugar with coffee and cream.

3. Sit down, you know you can't stand me

4. Proceeds to blow swingin’ swords like Shinobi, Stomp grounds and pound footprints in solid rock

5. It true we cold like Alaska, freezer

6. A T-bone steak, cheese eggs and Welch's grape

7. Stop dreaming, People who say that are blaspheming. They're doing nine to five and moaning. And they don't want you succeeding when they've blown it.

(Now name them... Without using google!)


Six things that piss me off


1. Bus drivers that leave the doors open when changing drivers, and it's raining and cold and shit.

2. People that text you with urgent stuff... You get back to them. And don't hear back for ages even though you know they have their phone in their hand.

3. Ignorant fuckers on busy trains and busses that expect their bag has more priority to a seat than my arse with a disabled ticket.

4. Arsehole flatmates. Grrrrrr

5. Having a lifetime illness which constantly requires at least 6 tablets a day and then another 48 per day if I take all of my painkillers.

6. Ignorant little mini Hitler figures in all sorts of jobs who think they always know best.


Five club nights that will stick with me...


1. Me and Chad @ bagleys @ moondance at my first rave on Halloween 98 and I spent hours dancing in the shower scene from psycho.

2. Me and lala @ g-a-y on the night of princess Diana's death... Very bizarre evening.

3. Me dj'ing @ Legends in Sutton where I dropped fugees or not on promo and had 1700 people going mental. Also was a blinder as capacity was 1500 and we let 200 in the fire exit @ £10 each split 4 ways nice £500 each ;p

4. World record loudest club at the time was Hallicananus (sp.?) in Bodrum in Turkey... Playing Nessum Dorma (none shall sleep-lol) @ 4am @ 137 dB - mental night drinking Raki.

5. World record foam party in BCM Magaluf. Need I say any more?


Four things I know I can at least cut down if not quit.


1. Caffeine - just had two double espressos and still feel the same, might as well have had green tea or hot water.

2. Smoking - had a lot less than usual this weekend... Lets see if I can keep it up.

3. Chocolate - now this will be hard. But I want to lose 6 lbs. by June (pound a week) so that's what I have to do.

4. Alcohol - now this sounds hard but is very easy as I don't actually drink unless I'm going out or I've got problems. But, I also want to try and cut down my consumption whilst I'm out drinking.


Three Football teams I support.


1. Chelsea. My mums team. She raised me...

2. Millwall. 1. Its my dads team. 2. I was born in deptford.

3. Rangers. Dads second team.


Two things I will partially admit to since they happened that long ago.


1. I've had an affair. But I was the other man. Didn't know it though until this guy I met at a party showed me a picture of his wife. :eek:

2. I've been (as good as) drug free * for almost 10 years now.

* = Although I'm prescribed class A narcotics as painkillers lol ;)


One Confession:


Yes it was still me.

It's been far too long...

...since I last properly blogged.

Or did anything like this really. anyone who has known me on-line knows that I've blogged, ranted, posted on forums etc etc etc under many different guises for almost two decades now.

So maybe, just maybe this is one of the things that's been lacking in my life.

Right now my heads a maelstrom of things I want to say and put down but cant.

I think this will be a "watch this space" kind of thing...

Now I'm back I'm not going anywhere...

JD.