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Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to 10 People Right Now

1. You made your own bed… You lie in it and smell the shit that you left.
2. Overworked and underpaid is one thing but just be careful as I don’t want you to burn out.
3. I still don’t know what happened that night, but part of me wants it to stay that way.
4. Thank you for thinking of me. That meant a hell of a lot.
5. I’m an idiot and I know I am.
6. Talk to me. I know I’m not you but I’ve been through many similar problems as you know.
7. Thank you for making me smile. I just hope that your problems all get sorted and everything works out for you.
8. What’s going on with you? You’ve changed and it’s not for the better…
9. Don’t fuck this one up son. I think you’re onto a good one here but you and I both know your track record.
10. You need to grow up and fucking quickly. I’ve seen 12 year olds act more maturely than you do. Sort it out now.

Nine Things About Myself:

1. I hardly ever eat breakfast or much before 2pm
2. I’m a night owl and my usual bedtime is 4am
3. I really want some sushi right now.
4. I need a shave but usually can’t be bothered as it hurts so much
5. I love shopping really early in the morning before the crowds arrive.
6. I really enjoy walking around London and exploring.
7. I spend far too much time on the internet.
8. I takes a hell of a lot to really piss me of but when I go… stand well back.
9. I want to get a tattoo on my back with an angel wing on my right side and a devils wing on the left.


Eight Ways to win my heart

1. Be able to put up with my shit
2. You must enjoy huggles and snuggles
3. Know the difference between when to be happy or silly and when to be serious.
4. Be spontaneous
5. Be prepared to try new things
6. Know when to leave me be and when to be my shadow
7. Make me smile
8. Be honest

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. I need a decent nights sleep rather than 3-4 hours
2. Why have I got no more morphine on me???
3. I wonder what fun and games we’re in for today
4. I need to stop eating so much shite.
5. I need to stop smoking.
6. I have to sort my to-do list out.
7. Why?

Six things I do before falling asleep:

1. Take my tablets
2. Get a drink
3. Get ready for bed
4. Read my e-mails
5. Check t’interweb for anything I need to know
6. Set my alarm!!!


Five People who mean a lot to me:

1. My son Thomas
2. Dino
3. My Dad
4. Soldier
5. Everyone else I know :D

Four things I am wearing right now:

1. OCC t-shirt
2. ysl jeans
3. Boxers
4. Socks

Three songs or artists I listen to regularly:

(Well at the moment I’m listening to…)
1. Pendulum
2. Cypress Hill
3. Glen Campbell

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Re-open The Blue Orchid. ;)
2. Travel extensively

One Confession:

Yes it was me.

I forgot to say...

I managed to go all bloody day yesterday without finding out the grand prix result! Go me!

A bit of everything...

Hello one and all...

I know it's been a while since I last blogged and for that I apologise... but I felt that it was about that time that I explained a few things...

Well I saw somewhere to live on thursday and I should be taking it and hopefully moving in at the begining of next month.

Once again my health is up and down, with my epilepsy actually behaving itself after last months two fits. My insomnia is being a fucking arse to put it mildly. :( also my knees are buggered and I'm back on the morphine. :((

I've come to a few other decisions in my life that I cant really discuss on here but it's just things that have gotta get done. But I've made my mind up, I just need to actually do it all now...

Take care and get in touch...

JD.

How very true.

Tomma's growing up.

It's unreal how big this little monster is getting!!!

Update on anything and everything...

Well I'm back in London now...

I'm kinda happy because for the first time in a long time I'm now completly debt free apart from two long term repayment plans I've got.

So now I'm skint after paying everything off but at least I don't owe any companies any money.

I've just recieved the letter regarding getting my deposit on my old place back, apparently the house needs a full clean even though I cleaned it top to bottom before I left. They're saying one of the rooms needs to be repainted back to it's original colour even though i've never painted anything. And also that the walls have been damaged due to things being stuck on them and it's caused paint to come off the walls. I've never hung anything up!!! And also the gardens require cutting... Even though I did it TWO weeks before I left.

FUCKERS!!!

So I'm going to ring them in the morning and bitch like fucking hell and get things sorted if they don't then I've gotta go through the bloody ombudsman... Which will probably take weeks to get my money back. :(

Apart from that, my insomnia is still being a fucker but I can't really do much with that apart from the old sleeping pills but then I get into such a deep sleep I just can't wake up.

Meh.

JD.

Almost too fine a cut!!!

I sliced through the cable on the lawnmower and fused the whole house earlier.

Coulda killed myself but didn't so that's cool!!! :D

As much as wiki is fairly useless at times it can be brilliant.

I've been snooping about my new morphine tablets as i know they can interact with the epilepsy meds... It turns out the they also play havoc with your sleeping patterns so lets all say a big THANKYOU to doctor prictchard!!!

TWAT.

End of rant.

Well I've been meaning to start a blog for bloody ages so here goes...

And it's especially cool that i've worked out how to post pics from my mobi to here!!!

Anyways...

As a few of you know me and Talie split up last week.

Basically we just weren't seeing eachother what with her being at uni, her course work, and our seemingly ever conflicting work patterns.

With the fact that she's going on to do a masters next year we'd be seeing less and less of eachother so we just decided to call it quits.

Next topic of business...

I'm coming home!!!

Yep. I'm coming back to the big smoke. Basically the landlord is selling the place from under me and i can't financially afford a new place up here so i'm coming back to london... Not 100% sure where i'll be living right now but you know me i'll sort something out.

As for my health...

My knees are screwed again. Big time. The doc's got me on morphine and was gonna send me to the consultant but has now told me to wait until i get to london get the new doc to refer me and start again... Grrrr!!!

My epilepsy is up and down big time at the moment. I had some temporary paralasis down my whole left side for a few hours but apart from that and the muscle spasms it's ok.

The alopecia is doing my nut in waking up every morning to a pillow full of hair so it's all gone now as you can see in the picture down there.

My insomnia is being a bitch again... It's 4.30am and i'm wide awake like it's 4.30pm

Meh... Anyways... Drop by say hello and i'll speak to a you soon.

JD.

The new barnet!!!

What ya think?

Tom a l'orange.

I think the title speaks for itself.

Just a test blog...

I'll get around to posting properly soon.